Tuesday, June 28, 2011

tumblr

I think I should make a tumblr account..7mm...madry
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Monday, June 27, 2011

Vassalord

Hal manga yanenatnyyyyy! XD
Tara hathy MO YAOI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Mn e9ora 7dda yaoi, o tara fe a3ma8 mn chethy, fe scenes le daraja enna a7s my nose gonna bleed. Y3ny I'm a yaoi freak o t36oony manga chethy, ana at7a6aaaaaaaaaaaam </3
In my head agraha 3la bu enna yaoi o I refuse 2 considering anything other than that. It's yaoi. It's yaoi. It's FREAKIN' YAOI *ii*
Ehya 3n Vampires o Vampire Hunters o 89t-ha 7lwa o endmajt 7ddy, that's why I can't give up on it half way. O the seme-yaoi scenes r a bonus :p

A7d mnkom ra7 efakr ygraha? :p

Wish You Were Here - Avril Lavigne

Sunday, June 26, 2011

C R A P

Wak shit have been happening a lot 2 me lately. Juz in the past two days I managed 2 get in drawing contest, have a fight on FB, break the promise I made 2 Aru and miss her more than ever.
Hope things get better soon and I manage 2 win the contest, 4 my sake cuz I wanna prove 2 myself that I can do it and 4 Zahoor's sake cuz she's doing her best and enshalla the fight won't effect the judges results.

I really wish I could contact Aru in anyway possible, I NEED her and I wanna check on her....hope she's alright.

(In a total other note: 8a9ait sh3ry lyom o its really short now. I like it <3 )

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Mangaka JANAI

(Mangaka JANAI = NOT a manga artist)

I dunno what the hell is this!! Yesterday all 'o a sudden I wanted 2 try screen toning!!!!
I didn't expect anything, I juz wanted 2 give it a shot, so I doodled this..AWFUL lineart. I mean its not even ma style nor anybody's. something between chibis and normal style? fuck I dun care its juz damn oUgly XD
I looked at a few tutorials on DA and downloaded a whole load 'o new awesome screentones and brushes [here's the site: http://screentones.deviantart.com/ ]
Then taaadaaa...it sucks xD

I'm not planing on making my own manga anytime soon. I have the main idea and characters but I'm still not good enough. I need 2 work on my CGing A LOT, cuz I suck at it and I HATE IT (-???-???-???__-???-???-???)
(CG = Computer Graphics / Digital Art)

So what do u think? I good start or I should give up already?
....*sigh* I should give up, I know x"D

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

Play dead.

Whenever I'm lonely I used 2 surround maself with ppl and pretend that I'm okay or juz occupy maself with drawing or watching anime.
But this time its different! I feel like I dun want 2 do anything, I dun wanna see anybody and if I had 2 I rather not 2 have a conversation with anyone. I juz wanna pretend I'm dead.
I'm not sleepy now but I wanna sleep 2 stop thinking or maybe 2 not feel guilty 'bout wasting my time by doing nothing. So, goodnight.

Sunday, June 19, 2011

Social Network x Real Life

Which is better, 2 have a social networks relationships or real life relationships?? And why?
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Saturday, June 18, 2011

Artist dilemma?

I haven't posted any 'o ma drawings on FB lately ( I dun even rmmber when was the last time I did! x'D ). Most ppl would be proud 'o their drawings and share'em with other artists but not me. I mean I dun draw as frequent as I used 2 and ppl stopped asking 'bout ma art, so why should I bother?
[I did not stop drawing.] I still sketch almost everyday and even sometimes I try 2 finish a complete colored drawing.
Bs now Zahoor thinks I'm being suspicious!! Cuz hathak elyom kent g3d awareha 9owar eb ma blackberry o 6la3at cham rsma bainhom, then she was like: "why r u hiding'em?" So I replayed: "I'm not hiding anything, 5aleeny ana chethy tyeely 7alat."
Right after I finished that sentence I realized that its all ma fault, I did this 2 maself. Ppl do appreciate it after all that's why I should be proud 'o ma art!

Now I think I can be productive, so I should post something real soon, juz 2 prove 2 Zahoor and everybody that I'm still drawing and I'm proud 'o ma art even if it sucks :D

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

E7trgna!

R7na ams "Jm3eyat El.Mohandseen" 3shan el.msba7. Kl 2a7ad o thalatha o 5amees e9eer yom nesa2ee. O ed5la eb 5K.D 78 kl nafar o lazm eshort ykon 6weel wala ra7 em95ron om ely yabtkom xD

Anywayz, ana a7leen 3ndi su2al wa7d bs, ely y76oon tan ma yn9l5oun?????
A7na 6abaina o mo 7a6een shay o 6ool el.wagt kenna bl may o STILL 9b'3na o 7tan e7trgna shway! Y3ny srysly, 7tan ashkalhom o ohma ytshamson chenhom y3thbon ro7hom o m3gdeen el.7awajb.
I dun give a shit etha a7d yaby ysawi tan, bs tara shmsna ma tsa3d + etha a7d a3rfa 6b3an ra7 am95ra xD

On another note, mom and dad r back home and Aru's leaving 2mrw. The emoness starts now I guess...

Monday, June 13, 2011

Gabwjiilsdiy

Back, or at least I hope so xD

Its been ages since I last posted so I guess now I'm back 2 blogging. And oh, there r some old posts missing! :p
Ummm, what else? Yeah, sup? XD


:::WARNING:::
From now on I'm gonna be posting more (lame) anime posts and maybe even some yaoi too >:D
And there will be more "ta2weem" (emo) and drama. Cheers 4 that xD

Kbye.
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