Play dead.

Whenever I'm lonely I used 2 surround maself with ppl and pretend that I'm okay or juz occupy maself with drawing or watching anime.
But this time its different! I feel like I dun want 2 do anything, I dun wanna see anybody and if I had 2 I rather not 2 have a conversation with anyone. I juz wanna pretend I'm dead.
I'm not sleepy now but I wanna sleep 2 stop thinking or maybe 2 not feel guilty 'bout wasting my time by doing nothing. So, goodnight.